Just Ash

Ashley "Ash" Bishop has always known who he is: a guy who loves soccer, has a crush on his friend Michelle, and is fascinated by the gruesome history of his hometown—Salem, Massachusetts.

He's also always known that he's intersex, born with both male and female genitalia. But it's never felt like a big deal until his junior year of high school, when Ash gets his first period in front of the entire boys' soccer team. Now his friends and teachers see him differently, and his own mother thinks he should "try being a girl."

As tensions mount with his parents and Ash feels more and more like an outcast, he can't help feeling a deeper kinship with his ancestor Bridget Bishop, who was executed for witchcraft. She didn't conform to her community's expectations either; she was different, and her neighbors felt threatened by her. And she paid the ultimate price. Ash is haunted by her last recorded words: You will keep silent.

Ash realizes that he needs to find a way to stand up for who he really is, or the cost of his silence might destroy his life, too.

Praise for Just Ash:

"There are few books and even fewer authors who have endeavored to give readers a real glimpse into the life of an intersex teen, which is just one reason Santana's debut is so unique. . . . Santana—who is intersex herself—has written a smart and deeply introspective main character with whom readers will easily sympathize."—starred, Booklist

"A page-turning, harrowing, but ultimately empowering tour-de-force...a must read for all humans."—I. W. Gregorio, author of None of the Above and This is My Brain in Love

“"When an intersex teen's life turns upside down, he fights against his abusive family for his right to autonomy. Growing up in Salem, Massachusetts, a town famous for its history of executing witches, White 16-year-old Ash Bishop knows the violent cost of being different. He's witnessed the discrimination Michelle, his Black best friend, experiences as well as the estrangement between his parents and lesbian older sister. When Ash gets his period in the middle of soccer practice, his control is ripped away from him as his mom tries to force him to live as a girl. Due to his own upbringing and wider societal stigma, Ash begins his journey with shame and no awareness of the diversity of experiences of intersex people. Connecting with a community contributes significantly to his character growth. At times, his concept of gender essentializes behavior based on an opposing binary of how he believes boys and girls act. Until late in the book, Ash has few affirming advocates except Michelle, whose parents send her away to Christian conversion therapy camp because of her developing romantic relationship with Ash. Despite the high intensity of the abuse and violence, the story resolves on a positive note with support for both young people. Ultimately, this title offers frank education about intersex people and representation for an underrepresented group. Harrowing but hopeful."--Kirkus Reviews”

"There are few books and even fewer authors who have endeavored to give readers a real glimpse into the life of an intersex teen, which is just one reason Santana's debut is so unique. . . . Santana—who is intersex herself—has written a smart and deeply introspective main character with whom readers will easily sympathize."—starred, Booklist

Intersex author Sol Santana became one of only a handful of women to make the rank of Eagle Scout before being shunned by President Trump in 2017. She later turned in her badge. Her writing has received commendations from President Obama and NYS Assemblyman William Colton. She is studying to be a preschool teacher.

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